tis me once again writing.

it has been forever since my last post.
its been hectic.


lots of things have been going on since the last entry.

many good and a few notsogood.

uhm....

lets see...
well the biggest i guess would be that i moved out. yap.
i like. the freedom is great.

OH and i got a second job. at ZARA in the galleria.
starting pretty soon.

uhm my cousin and friends left for newyork last week. very sad. they are no longer here.
but i am planning to see them soon.

OH i just got back from a camping trip. it was wonderful. me and the family went up to Garner state park and surrounding places. it was majikal.


boo i got a speeding ticket. OH and i have night court. eww. downtown. double eww.

this friday is me and priscila hangout time! we are going to the hoobastank concert. woohoo!!

Mr b is doing fantastic. yap. she likes the new crib.

Elian is doing great as well. :)

Current Mood: cheerful

what a marvelous day it was today!!!!

except for a small part of the day when it was extremely muggy and hot, the rest was fantastical!
early morning showers woke me and provoked my thoughts.
in the evening i was in the company of the cool night and whispering winds.
there are a lot of trees in my backyard and its really dark so i went out with a towel and laid on a table and looked at the stars and listend to the wind rustling the leaves. it was majikal. i had a good think. i have a lot of things going on and some decisions to chew over, that provided the perfect ambiance for such an occasion. i think i got a lot worked out.

today(thursday) is my aunts birthday and a lot of my family is going with her out to eat and i have to miss it cause of stupid work.
boo to that. there might be a party this friday, which might be fun. i was asked to be the bartender and i might do it. but i cant stay all night cause i have a special engagement to go to. a certain viewing of a certain movie with a certain someone. i have been anticipating this all week. no lie.


ok i gotta head to bed now.
pz.

Current Mood: contemplative

yes ladies and gentlemen, she has returned! the one and only Mr. BoJangles!!!
she took a lil vacation while we did some remodeling and such. it was dreadful to be away from her, but now she is home again and we are glad to have her.

on her adventure she encountered many new animals and made new friends. She met a wirey young puss who was full of energy and loved to play. She also met another puss, a sour puss this one was, she was much more older and senile and ornery, but charming nonetheless.
OH and one must not forget the ditzy but loveable weenydog named after the spanish nightsun.

look out for details about her next epedition, Mr. B. goes to Hong Kong. its sure to be full of suspense and and action-packed.
she is on the search for her long lost sister, the 2 seperated at birth. she is being held captive and is being threated to be eaten and made into a coat!!!!!


till next time!

Current Mood: amused

oh man! i was cleaning some stuff on my computer and i found this old document.
it was from a random person that IM'd me that i had only talked to a few times a long time before this.
it was so creepy and random! i dont know why i saved it.

i hope she doesnt read this.
but if she does, oh well. (YOU"RE WEIRD!)

Sttanton: you wanna talk
Sttanton: this is Jeani Steal
TrOjAn DuDe0369: howdy
Sttanton: you want to talk?
Sttanton: lol
TrOjAn DuDe0369: sure why not
Sttanton: what do you think I mean?
TrOjAn DuDe0369: uh
TrOjAn DuDe0369: chatting?
Sttanton: no
Sttanton: lol
TrOjAn DuDe0369: oh
TrOjAn DuDe0369: then what?
Sttanton: do you hate talking on fone
TrOjAn DuDe0369: no
TrOjAn DuDe0369: i dont hate it
TrOjAn DuDe0369: i like it when there is something to talk about
Sttanton: we should talk
TrOjAn DuDe0369: on the phone?
Sttanton: yea
Sttanton: :-)
TrOjAn DuDe0369: uhm...dont take this the wrong way but i dont know you
Sttanton: Jeanisteal ?
Sttanton: on myspace
TrOjAn DuDe0369: you havent Id me in soo long and no out of the blue you do
TrOjAn DuDe0369: well i mean i know who you are like on myspace and all
Sttanton: well
TrOjAn DuDe0369: but i really dont KNOW you if you know what i mean
Sttanton: I know
TrOjAn DuDe0369: why would you want to talk to me?
Sttanton: but thats why
Sttanton: I want to talk
Sttanton: before you told me you werent interested , but see I think your cute :-)
Sttanton: and I want to talk
TrOjAn DuDe0369: well i am flattered you think i am cute
Sttanton: :-(
Sttanton: you dont wanna talk
TrOjAn DuDe0369: no sweetie, not really
TrOjAn DuDe0369: i mean im nice, dont get me wrong, and im sure you are nice. but i dont know you that well to talk on the phone with you
TrOjAn DuDe0369: nor am i single, so if you had any hopes of that, sorry
Sttanton: fine bye
Sttanton signed off at 2:21:34 PM.

Current Mood: bored

oh man! the rain woke me up this morning, it was swell. i turned around on my bed and opened my window a lil bit and fell asleep again listening to it. it was the bestes in the westes.

it seemed like all week i have been slowly choking, running out of air,.. last nite i got my second wind. thanks to a certain someone.


OH man!! went to first colony mall last nite, and mathieu swore up and down this guy we saw was the kid from mtv's True LIfe:im obese.
he told me he would buy me a cinnabon if i went to ask him. i didnt.


ok i have liked The Fray for a while now, but lately i have really been into this one song, i cant stop listening to it. i dont know what changed from the first time i heard it, but its always on my mind now.

EXCITING EXCITING EXCITING!! this thursday i am going to see Eisley!!! funstastic!

OH and i have a lot of days off and its great.




hmm... whatelse...

OH about my interview, it went great!! i went to the first one and went back for the second one the same day and she was really impressed by some of the things i said. and she welcomed me aboard. im excited to take this new job on. i wont be able to start till may 19, but thats ok. i am now a member of Bankers Life and Casualty! in the Branch Manager Training Program. woot!
OH and i will getting a lisense to sell insurance?!? how nifty is that!

oi ... i think i am done for now...

pzout folks

Current Mood: chipper

i knew this was going to happen!! i have neglected my LJ duties.!!!! i am horrible at this,ugh! a certain someone reminded me that i needed to update.

its been over a month since my last one! gah! i suck at life.


so since then i have been pretty busy, not much time for the innernet. But i have been spending time with my lovely, and things with us have been great. im really lucky to be with such a wonderful person.


other relationships in my life, however, may not be so well. currently my mom is being an ass. yes an ass. i wont get into details, but if you knew them, you would agree, so take my word. she went a lil over a week without speaking to me, well its not like i really wanted to speak to her either. yesterday she broke the silence and asked me where i was going. today she spoke again.
i wish she hadnt. she is still an ass. UGH.. im done with this topic for now.

member my cousin Frankie?!?!? yeah i dont... its been so long since i have seen him. we have both been pretty busy. but i dont think thats all of it. i started getting comments and questions from people all over the place, asking whats wrong, what happened, why are we fighting. things of that nature. at first i just thought that people assume we are always together and when we happen not to be for a while, they think the worst of it. but then i learned he was telling people we are not on good terms??? when did this happen?
i think he has just taken things the wrong way, but i have not exactly had the time to talk it over with him, nor has he. i need to do it sooon cause more and more things are arising that i dont think i like. but i will leave that alone for now.


its 2 am now and i should be asleep cause i have a very important interview tomorrow. or today rather.
i really am looking forward to this interview and have been thinking about it all week! i realy want it to go well for me. but i dont wanna think about it too much cause i dont wanna jinx it. i mean i know if i dont get it, its not the end of the world and there will be other opportunities, its just that this one came right at the time i needed one. this could really help me make the changes i have been wanting to make. wish me luck!



ok now i am off to bed.

have a good one yall.


smooches.

Current Mood: anxious

  

SO the latter part of my vacation was funtastical. It started so with the rodeo and Hilary Duff concert. just so you know, shes kickass live. the whole time she performed i was ecstatic!













after that, it was time for the St.Patty's day weekend retreat. Thanks to Mathieu, we went to Cabo(aka Galveston).
We rented a beach house, made some jello-shots, i made a cake. also headed to Downtown G-town and walked the strand, buysing some yummy ice cream and delish candy. oh and there was this really wicked cool street artist. i was in awe. and i pet a pigeon.

the best part was the company though.
my t.v. superstar went with me and made it that much more special. too bad it seemed like a blink in time though.

friday nite i kinda overdid myself but whatev' i paid for it sat morning. and im sure i more then made up for it sat. nite. ;)

overall we had a blast.

Pz.

Current Mood: groggy

so last nite was the Hilary Duff concert at the rodeo. and omgah it was MMMMMazing. first off me and amy and her sister and friend had a blast at the carnival riding the rides and such. and had fun watching the rodeo events. one poor calk got killed though. then the show was fantastical. i took plenty of pics and will post some a lil later. but now i am off to galveston for the weekend.
OH and yes i did pig out on rodeo food. normally not how i eat, but hell its the rodeo. so deal with it.
k baii!

Current Mood: ecstatic

so i made dinner tonite for the fam.

baked lemon basil fish
fresh snapped green beans
white rice

i didnt do desert cause that was already taken care of but i could have!

i really like to cook.

yep yep.

Current Mood: silly

ok i dont know where its coming from but apparently i am able to steals someone internet! thank goodness for wireless internet, otherwise i wouldnt be able to update.
im spending a few days of my vacation at my aunts house to help tend to my grandmother. i thought i was going to be lost with out the net, but alas, i have been spared.
so here i am.

on sunday i went to the AIDS walk. it was wonderful. a great turn-out and the weather was gorgeous. OH and i was walking a few people behind one of the actors from RENT! (the blonde dorky one with the glasses) it was knee-toe!

as of yet, i havent done anything too exciting on my vacation, just basically a lot of resting, which is good i guess.

and as for the rest of the week, i have mollys BBQ on wednesday, Hilary Duff at the rodeo on thursday!! (yayyyay!) Me and Amy are gunna have a blast-o-rama.

OH and for the weekend i'll be at the beach house. gunna celebrate St. Pattys day there with green jello shots galore! funness.

OK i guess thats it for now.

Pz.

Current Mood: excited

the ugly:

my car! i just washed Dirk yesterday and he was so sparkly! no he is full of waterspots. ew.
my hair. i had little sleep and just got off of work. yeah...
this doll we sell at work. its soo creepy!
my room. havent been home much lately.

the bad:
grandma had a stroke
grandma's brother died.
grandma had to be told about her brothers death
watching grandma cry
my dumb throat.
Dr. visit involving bloodwork.


the good:
Project Runway. Chloe Dao won! yay!! GO HOUSTON!
Gorgeous weather!
snowcones!
Mr BoJangles wicked new hair-do
MATES OF STATE concert!
Vacation Starts NOW!!!


just thought id give a lil update as to whats going on in Carlosland.

Current Mood: hungry

havent had much time to update. sorry.

my grandma had a stroke. so i have been back and forth to the hospital. she went in saturday, but she is good now. it wasnt a massive one so she isnt impaired or anything, just a lil bit dizzy. i think she might get out tomorrow which is good.
other then that, i have been trying to keep my mind off of it, cause i kinda feel bad. the whole reason i moved in with her was to take care of her and i cant help but feel i dint do my part. i should have been more attentive. but im dealing with that.

other new...

today is the start of Lent, its Ash wednesday.
i havent been to church in a while nor am i that religious anymore, but i still want to participate i guess...
but what to give up?
still thinking about that.

i think i am putting myself in a difficult situation. i cant say too much, but i know in the current state, things cannot turn out well.
i have no one to blame but myself. but im trying my best to sort that out too. blah i hate things like this, that i have i really cant talk about, so have to be vague when mentioning. it sucks.

i think im done now.....

American Idol is coming on.
pz.

Current Mood: morose

Me and Molly saw Eight Below yesterday. it amazed me how catlike dogs can be! it was soooo wonderful, i really did like it. i can see why it is number one in the country right now. i would def recommend it if you are a snow lover, dog lover, or paul walker lover. they are all in it.

i also took molly to golden corral in pasadena. this was her first visit there and she was a bit overwhelmed by the masses of senior citizens. it was too fun. although i got a scary mad-dog look from one senior who i call "pimpalicious". he was ready to cut.

yesterday i also altered my appearance a lil. just a lil tweak. thats about it.



Today i am excited for multiple reasons.

1.) i heard there is lots of rain expected tonite and tomorrow. while sometimes this can ruin plans, i happen to love rain!!
maybe this is the weekend i will finally get to do a particular thing in the rain. we shall see how that goes.

2.) its friday!! duh. now that i think of it this should have been number 1 but oh well, get over it hag.


my face is itchy,.. this reminds me of why i dont like to shave. grr..


so tomorrow i am supposed to have my second interview with Ameriprise. i still dont think i wanna take it, but lots of people tell me i should. ggaahh!! this womps. Also my interview is at 10 and i totally forgot i have to work that day from 7-11. so i dont think i will be able to make it. boo to that.

ok im a lil tired from work so i think a nap is in order.
pz!

Current Mood: drained

ok so this is my first entry so yay for me. it took me forever and a day just to pick a freekin user name but whatever.
i think i got one of these just to write. i mean i have myspace but i can get caught up with trying to customize it and such and such so i will just stick with writing in this and not worrying about how it looks.

anywho... lets get going about what i got going on right now.

so uh...i just had an interview today with ameriprise financial. it was for the opening as a financial advisor. as i was walking out of the interview(which went very well, they asked me back) i got really nervous. i mean it is a great job, dont get me wrong, but i dont think its for me. im just not ready to be in that kinda place. im too much of a free spirit right now and feel too creative and that seems to be too constricting. so i will keep my options open for now.
my current job isnt really bad, i just need something new. i guess.

hmm.. i wanted to go see Panic! at the disco tonite. but whatever. theres always next time.

oh back to the interview.. so i decided to look extra professional so i shaved off my facial hair. yeah i wish i hadnt done that. i dont like it one bit. and on top of that, i dont think i am gunna take the job, so it was kinda pointless. hope it grows back fast.


ok i think i am done for now. i have had a long day and can no longer think properly. so till next time.


OH and i hope some of my friends who told e about this will add me. and i hope i will get added by some new ppl i dont know! fun stuff!

Current Mood: mellow